Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

1. I'm glad we are still friends. I really wanted to hate you and I'm pretty positive I did a pretty good job at hating you for awhile but then I decided that we were too epic of friends for me to not get over it and move on with life. It's not your fault you are a retarded freshman. :) Anyways... I gotta say that the adventures we find ourselves on are those stories that I will always treasure from college.

2. I really really want you to come home but I guess that's pretty selfish of me. I don't like you not being here. On the flip side in all honestly... I want you to do what is best for you. Think about it long and hard because this is the rest of your life and I want you to be happy! You truly are my best friend and I'll be there for you always!

3. You have been a refreshing new friend in my life. You are amazing and I love you. I am so thankful to have you especially when my best friend is MIA atm. You are the kind of person I need as a friend... One to keep me on the right track but still here with me in the real world.

4. I want to be friends with you but it's really hard when I so obviously wanted something else... I don't know how to keep a smile on my face when this just brought back every insecurity I had worked so hard to overcome.

5. You mean more to me than I think you realize.

6. I'm so glad we are friends again. You don't know how sad I was when all that went down. I hate drama and I especially hate losing friends.

7. I miss you alot. You have alot going on and I get that but I can't stand to think that maybe we'll never be as close as we once were... Especially when christmas is so close and we had plans involving a christmas tree, red bull, and.... :)

8. I wish we hadn't grown apart. Your friendship has been amazing and you have pushed me to be a better person for years now. You and your family are beautiful and I love you so much.

9. I may not be who you want me to be but I am doing my best and I am growing up slowly but surely. I love you and I am so thankful for the sacrifices you have made for me... I know things haven't always been easy.

10. You always have the words I need to hear. Always. Thank you because I'm not sure where I'd be without you.