Yet another blog about a boy...

Maybe I'm too picky? Or maybe I just know what I want? Or maybe I have no idea what I want and that scares me... alot.

I want someone I consider my best friend. Someone I can go to with anything.
I want someone who can handle the fact I'm a friendly person.
I want someone who isn't clingy and doesn't need constant attention.
I want someone who at the end of the day will be there to cuddle and listen.
I want someone who will fight with both playfully-
&& in a challenge me kind of way.
I want someone who will get out and have a few drinks with me
but doesn't mind staying in and watching movies all night sometimes.
I want someone who I can complain to and doesn't have too much pride to complain back.
I want someone not in a rush to make things serious.
I want someone honest, caring, and fun.
I want someone who kisses me goodnight and text me good mornings.
I want someone who pushes me to be a better person but accepts my imperfections.

I think the problem is I know exactly what I want and I'm comparing everyone to that...

&& I'm scared I'll never find what I want more perfectly than I already have.
Do I hold on for something I don't know is possible or -
do I work for something that isn't quite as easy?
I wish I had the answers...